Plans changed again

I’m pretty angry/sad but the only thing I can do is just be happy I actually get to see my boyfriend at all. I just have been feeling really lonely lately :C

We have plans to try a new restaurant! Should be fun!! Only two more days!!

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Looks like I’m not going on my trip after all. The original plans are back on which is good because I wasn’t into going on the Megabus idk I have this whole separation anxiety thing. I HATE/break down when I have to leave someone I am close to. So I was dreading everything, but then once I got to D.C. there is so much to see and so much to do that it would have been cool ya know so I started getting into it slowly. I bought DVD’s I liked that were calming so that while I was having my anxiety attack I could calm myself with movies and junk food (and a blanket), but then I get online and he’s like “opps I can visit you after all” and I’m like “but we had plans for blah” and now this is back on and I am being asked to choose…….

I chose for him to come here. I’ll have an separation anxiety attack anyways but at least I won’t have 3 of them and we get an extra day if he comes here!  (he even said he’d get me a unicorno for my collection after our movie date).

I should be happy right. I still feel like crying. I’m going to sip tea and watch one of the movies I picked up.

Sorry for being a baby guys OTL. I just want things to hurry up and change so we don’t have to do this whole visit thing anymore. 

Today I went to my great great aunt’s 100th birthday party! She still remembered me! Even though the last time I saw her I was like 4 :P crazy!

She got a letter from the President and stuff and I found out I am totally related to one of the ladies I work with. I had this assumption, but I kept asking people with similar last names. My coworker has a different last name but has mentioned she had family in Maryland and I never asked her where because of the whole last name thing not ringing a bell. Her uncle married my great great aunt. We were really shocked to see each other there. I can’t wait to called her “cousin” on Monday :P 

I have lots of family in NC that I do not know about, but apparently we all look the same! Everyone who saw me said they could automatically tell I was a “Love” because of my characteristics, even though my grandfather on my mother’s side would argue that I’m a Dennis. 

My last name is neither btw. 

It was a good event!!

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New fabric arrived today for a NEW item I’ll be experimenting with! I’m very happy with how everything came out! Sorry for the bad photo :p
Tonight I am taking more product photos so look out for a huge update on my webshop tomorrow!!

New fabric arrived today for a NEW item I’ll be experimenting with! I’m very happy with how everything came out! Sorry for the bad photo :p

Tonight I am taking more product photos so look out for a huge update on my webshop tomorrow!!